Its April 16th..

As of this coming Wednesday, I will be 37 weeks. Normally, this date would come and go and not effect me at all aside from normal pregnancy complaints..but when you put off labor for 8 weeks and then NOTHING happens after a week of being off meds and bedrest...its a little disappointing. I know its still early, and I know he needs the time to bake obviously..but its still sad, when I kind of thought he'd be here by now. Please spare me the "it'll happen" comments. As a mama who's expecting her 4th..I recognize he WILL eventually come, and I only have a matter of like 3 week even if I went full term...but this pregnancy has SUCKED..and I'm just flat out done,done, done. Pretty sure he'd be better off on the outside of me, then in at this point.  As you can see, I apparently have not laid this down yet to the Father, who I know controls his birthday...it will come, the laying down...but today, here I am complaining, because He can handle it.

We are pretty ready for his arrival though! Got the birth pool blown up so we wouldn't have to do that in the middle of the night, the rest of the stuff in one location, and diapers and clothes ready to clothe his body. 3 VERY excited siblings who ask every day if today is THE day. We have baked him a birthday cake to enjoy on his big day(Mommy is very happy about that since I haven't had dessert in 2 months)..and its in the freezer wrapped up and ready to go. I have really cleaned my house and am doing my best to maintain that clean with Luke's help..

Just need a certain baby boy to join in on the fun..:)