I desire..

-To learn to become a better friend and not be afraid of being intimate and real with them.

-To embrace the awkward feeling I always get when meeting new people, because I'll never get to know anyone if I don't.

-To not lose touch with those friends whom we've moved away from.

-To actually put time aside in my day in which God gets to be the center, and not all the things that take it away from Him.

- To become less of a yelling mom. I justify it when they are far away, but I'm teaching them to only respond to me when I yell, and I don't want my kids to ever think of me as "their yelling mother"..

-To become more of a servant and "well spring" to my husband, not because I have to, but because I want to.

-To embrace the calling of a Proverbs 31 woman.

-To find fellowship with a relational/life/God centered group of people in a non-institutional situation.

-To one day actually fulfill the desire of my heart in being involved in helping woman give birth, no matter the capacity that God sees fit.

-To honor God in every birth of my children I have. May the One who ordained such a wonderful process be glorified in every moment. (Even the one where I wonder what I've done to myself again..haha..).